Monday, April 25, 2011

The Dead...Don't mourn their Fate!


It was like 3.00am in the morn. I was reading the letter which said…
Dear Diana,
I Love you, trust me, I can never think a day without you, you are very important for me, 11 years is a long time to understand someone…I know I do, though you don’t want to understand me, please don’t say you don’t trust me, it really hurts, the girl you saw in the coffee shop was my sister, it’s true I never mentioned about her, but come back I will let you know the reason, you and our daughter Mary are a world for me. 
I can’t bear the thought of separation, why did you fight with me, you never gave a chance to explain, this was the only way I could speak to you, let you know how much you mean to me, this is just not a letter , it is me saying to you that don’t leave me alone in this world or I will be no more, I’m incomplete without you Diana, come back hold my hand, I will do as you say, I be as you want I will do anything to just make you smile , just be mine forever…just don’t go away…come back…. I also have booked the house of your dreams , and when you come back you'll will also have lots of surprises which will make you happy...please come back..its me on my knees I want you and Mary to be with me forever....
Love Richard ('m only yours my love')
There were tears in my eyes when I read this letter I decided to go back…
Flashback
I just packed my suitcase, told Mary to get ready and reached for the car keys it was 1.30am, I was pissed off with Richard, cos’ I thought he was having an affair, actually I did see him couple of times with another girl, and which wife in the world can ever bear a another women in her man’s life…I wanted to separate, Richard tried convincing me, I was not ready to listen, just pulled my suitcase from the staircase and rushed to my car, Mary... my beautiful daughter followed me…
Present
I have no idea when Richard slipped the letter in my purse… but the letter was really touching and honest, I decided to go back…speak to him and get things settled, I was just feeling guilty after reading the letter..when there where millions of things just running and juggling thru’ my mind I heard a crowd on the highway shouting for help I rushed to see what happened…it was a car accident, the car seemed quite known, the lady who was driving the car died on the spot and to my surprise she looked like me…my heart was beating faster…and I knew it was "ME" I did not want to believe it ...I saw Mary lying unconscious , I wanted to hold her, but no one could see me, I wanted to go back to my body, tell the crowd ‘m there, ‘m alive…no one could hear me…I’d lost it for my life…I could never go back, never say “Richard. I understand…’m sorry” My anger separated me from my loved ones… I was dead…helpless…and couldn’t mourn at my fate!

"Never be angry with your loved ones give them space, a chance to explain, or you might miss them for lifetime"

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24 comments:

  1. little bit, seems like mine story, no words, i was so touched...

    Beautiful thought

    God bless you :)

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  2. Thank you for your valuable tme @deepak

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  3. thanx @nishannt, u actli connect urself to my stories

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  4. very touchy and definitely close to reality !

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  5. yes @umesh sometime life doesn give us a second chance!

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  6. @anu...can say dost, but really emotional..

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  8. Truly the dead don't mourn their fate. A touching post which helps us to ponder on our own relationships. We have to be alive each moment in order to love and understand our dear ones. Thanks Anupama:) for the writing this post.

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  9. Thanx for ur valuable comments @gregyeshua

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  10. Yeah dear... sometimes life wont give other chance..
    ANGER is KILLER..!!

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  11. nice post, lots to think!..Thanks for sharing...

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  12. Thanx for ur valuable time :) @Mahinth

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  13. I am speechless after reading it...beautiful...I realized how important it is to control one's anger... when it comes to life and relationship...handling situations is so very important...trust is vital and forgiveness and act of divinity... thanx for sharing...great...*CLAPS*

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  14. thank you @Sanyogita...:) It is worth when someone like you comments,,,thanks again !

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  15. Good one, very different kind of stuff. Its good to be angry but it must set with the sun. With a new day we must start afresh letting the past go by..

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  16. thank you @Benedict..I value ur comments :)

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  17. loved reading it... :)
    keep writing...

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